gLamour is sUicide

2006-08-13T14:40:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h

waaaaaaa.. uda sminggu nii sjk blk dr jkt...
mlss bgt ksni lagii,, kangn bgt m jkt gy.. huhuuh pgn blk lagii gtu rsna k jkt.. brg" m smw"na.. mank g ad puasna manusia..lol
slma sminngu gw d bangkok.. not so good..mls d bangkok.. bt in.. kayana gmn gtu.. tapi mayan seru jg sii.. ad tmn" bru gt..

maar JKT is the best.. huhhh love that city.. mwah mwah.. bru sminggu da kgn bgt.. sjak pulang dr jkt gw jd g enk badan gni.. hahah bwaana pgn tdr mlu cuyy.. kacoo nii.. kbykn tdr.. lol

kangen saturday nitean m tesh crew..

kangen bgt.. k 68.. kangen smwna.. kangen bercanda m cims.. huhhh i just miss em so fuckin bad!

2006-06-29T00:25:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h
and i miss u..

yeah today nothin to do.. k skul g ad kerjaan ,, cuma maen badminton aj daritadi.. trus jo dateng k skul. bys itu k centrum bntr nemenin ubay+ucok.. hummmmmmm bt bt bt...
bsok*actually today i have go to dr.. i must! my face like shit.. jrawat dmn" najesssssss! trus tetep harus k skul gy.. mu dtatar m bu emma.. njahahah..
huhhh mles cmpur excited jg sii.. akhirna k tanah air juga... kangen gw m tanah air tercincang.. lol

humhhhhh the aura of school is different* njeeh bhs gw.. hummmm uda sminggu sjak kepergian dy.. najess gw kangen dy.. minggu kmrn dy masi ad,, gw nganter dy k cs.. untung ad jo.. thx to rely yer shoulder on me.. lol.. huhhh gw kangen bgt.. walopun dy nyebelin ud lupa gt m gw.. tetep aj,, gw kangen.. najes memalukan bgt sii gw..

slain kgn m dy gw jg kangen m jenq,lieke, mira, neea.. jo bru jg ktemu.. hahah.. inget msa kjayaan dlu.. skrg gw ndiri.. njaahh beda bgt dee.. fyuhhhhh..

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

..

this song is the way i feel aight now! hummmm

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
u always left me behind
and treat me unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
*but u give me the worst goodbye

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you've come back
I have some thing to say

this is how i feel now! actually i was disapointed with him.. he such a jerk! shit dammit i hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-22T20:42:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h
bye bye..

wuihhhhhhh,, td ulgn

math, sosiologi, bhs indo

anjirr susah mamposss!!!!!!!!! bukanna susah sii td mlm gw g bljr sm skalii gtu.. anjing g konsen bgt bwt bljr..
yeahhhh pusing abys gt gw dr kmrn.. ky mu pcah gt pala gw*hiperbolistis tapii bnr.. mna dingin mamposs gtu.. anginna cuii kaya badai topan twister dkk..

akhh anjirr kmrn joe mank da best laahh.. dy hrsna nyanyiin laguna tommy paige or who gt nmna lupa gw,, yg jlas pas bgt deee. hahah

tapi gw pikir" gw nangis gt ky dy pduli aj.. akh bdo.. tw.... sbellllll.. arghhhh bsok ulgn fisika n b ing..
gw harus bljr supaya mendapat nilai baik dan membanggakan ortu.. njieeeeeeehhh indah insap cuii

yawdiin akh gy g mood
sbellllllllll,,,,, sdih sdihh..
ngehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

indah..

2006-06-20T21:47:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h

stressed out of the week

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,,, seriously i waana scream.. lol this week is very though for me,, i have exams.. wuihh i must study,, but i donn't.. mwalesss gila.. nlaii gw ancur" gtuu..
bodo dee pusingggggggggg..

IS IT IPA OR IPS??

wataver.. gw pasrah kan saja.. am not expected masuk IPA ko.. masuk yawda g yawda.. c'est la vie.. lol g nyambung y...
najess bsok ulgn kimia, agama, bhs blanda ...
KIMIA?!!!!!!!!!!!!! the suckest lessons ever.. gw g ngerti sma ski.. gmn gw mu ulgn.. sjarah td gw dapet jlek cooii..!
owhy bapak lagi k marseille*is it right?!* njaaah jo nginep snii.. shhhh.. jgn blg syp" nanti brisikk org".. hohoohoho...
huhhh wish me luck for tommorow and strusna... gw pusing nanti math sma fisika.. i'm going die. njahhh and another bad news is.. yeahhh anjirrr sdih jg sbel,,, huhhh mank nii ulgn kaya tae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yawsuu gw bljar dlu..
wish me luck!

2006-06-11T17:19:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h

inii cuplikan kekerenan mas tom.. fuckin great!..
dy membawakan lagu box car racer yg there is! akhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love this song!

2006-06-10T00:37:00.000+02:00

i'm so fuckin happy today!!!!!! ANGELS AND AIRWAVES such a fuckin cool band.. i love mas tom! lol.. he's so fuckin cool.. his voice yummiii.. huhuhuh krennnh!
kmrn atreyu jg seruu.. beraksi d medan moshpit.. kl kmrn tuu bnr" emo kid bgt gt.. kmrn kan ad 36 crazyfits rada kegothic gt trus from first to last asiik,, atreyu?! MANTEBB.. seru jg moshing brg lelaki ganteng.. annjirrrrrr kl kmrn gw g lyt co jlek tuu.. gila emo kid yang lengkap dgn kostumna.. ceilehh kostum.. hahah
aduuuuuuuu.. i love melkweg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mwahmwah..
i wait for the next cool band..
wlopun gw cape sii td pulang jln kaki dr cs k hum,, ik heb geen strippenkart.. n geen geld. hahahah busukk aj g sii gw..?!
tgl 10euro uang gw.. pdhl bkp bru dtg tgl 13.. gpplaa menggelandang dlu aj.
luvumwah!

repoRted froM i n d a h

2006-06-05T22:08:00.000+02:00

long weekend?! njaah suckz!
lonely @my luvly humy muwah mwah..lol :)

njahh,, lbrn g ad kerjaan,, hanya ntn utube.. shoppin tkut khbsn uang.. gokillll.. bt.. kangen ajenk!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuh.. ajenk balikk!!! yaa g sndiri sii waktu tu d hum ad lia,, skrg dy da blk sii.. gila tuu gw jd terinfluence with japan.. huhhh.. dasar.. pdhl gw g sk japan.. bysna d jejelin mlu gmn jd g ktularan.. lol

btw bsok skul..mlssssss! g ad gairah skull.. mu menjadi tales aj d hum..pr jg blom kerjain.. mlsmlsmls.. aduuu gw ap sii yg g males?! mna bertmbh gndut aj nii gw.. halahhhh "fairy skinny,please make me skinny like skeleton it will b good" wut the hell is fairy skinny.. lol i'm so fuckin desperate.. mu skinny but g ad usaha.. tae g??!

anjirr pnyesalan tnyata gw pnya gt pita kosong bwt handycam, tw gt kan gw bs ngerekam.. dsr idiota...!

asiik dkrg bukan suit tapi gambreng..lol g iktn deee gw kl gambrengg.. gyan tgl bntr gy ko.. hahahha sna.. gw rsa sii there's something bout them..lol WHO CARES?! i am?! hell no! hhahhaha.. "uda nda it's almost over, so just get over it" menenangkan diri sndiri.. tapi kyna gw da bnr" over dee.. hahaha fyuhhh..

G SABAR TGL 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGELS AND AIRWAVES
gw ntn atreyu g y??! parno jg sii ntn ndiri.. klindes lagi gw ky kjadian c21 k indo..lol.. hwkakakak...

hwakkkhh bapak kpn pulang?????????? rumah msiii kacooo niii...

streesdepressedlonelytiredlamedizzy.

repoRted froM i n d a h

2006-05-31T23:21:00.000+02:00

repoRted froM i n d a h

repoRted froM i n d a h
AKKKKKKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... i already missing her!!!!!!!!!!!!! anjirr ajenk da pergii.. gila gw kangen m dy.. g ad lgi yg nvon gw lm" dgn sgl keluh ksahna.. hummm one by one mybestfriends leave me.. humm sucks! i need them.. no more noisy sounds from out class when i'm in the class,, called me, yell at me.. hahahh.. it's funny. i just wanna that time back again.. wasting time with them.. backyard will miss them so much. anjirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. miss them so bad. anjiirrr..
gw bkl ngoker sndirian,, no more kids sounds of the band when break time, no more celaan bwt org" aneh.. hahahah actually we're the weird ppl.. hahha no more gares wingkee.. byocht wingkee b diferrent without y all! akhhhhh but i'll keep move on withou y guys n mneruskan our habbit.. lol...
tgl 1 org yg musti gw anterin k tmpat terkutuk schipol.. lol.. hummm.. masi ad waktu 3 mingguan gy ko.. it's a long time to sped with him. it's okay.
i just wanna u know that i love y all eventough that everything has been through.. u're such a good friend of mine.. lol..
i'm already missing y!

2006-05-30T15:07:00.000+02:00

repoRt froM i n d a h

2006-05-23T15:25:00.000+02:00

repoRt froM i n d a h

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2006-04-11T18:49:00.000+02:00

The Lashes Music Video Codes

Now Playing: The Lashes - Sometimes The Sun

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2005-10-31T21:11:00.001+01:00

I know you're dying to tell me everything that you want to say, but I'm not listening.
Try to tell me everything that you want to say.
I know you're trying to force me. Feed me lies but I'm on my way. Can you taste it now?
I'm dying to watch your face when I walk away.

Here's the final bullet to put our love to death. Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.

I know you're dying to tell me everything that you want to say, but I'm not listening.
Trying to tell me everything will be okay. Well be okay.
You're trying to warm my heart but you freeze my blood. There's ice inside my veins.
I'm only dying to watch your face when I turn away, and Ill turn away.

But you cannot separate the two things I would live or die for.
I'd kill to separate your heart from your head. That's to die for.

Here's the final bullet to put our love to death. Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.

You're just a waste of a song. You're a simple regret.
I thought I knew who you were, but watch how fast I forget.
You wore your prettiest dress, but there's a mess in your head.
They say old habits die hard. I say they're better off dead,
cause you were bitter and cold, but still you burned me alive.
You held the match to my skin and poured the fuel on the fire.
You're not my favorite mistake. You're just a simple regret.
I though I knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well I forget.

It's too late to play the good guy. It's too late to play the good guy now.
It's too late to play the good guy. Goodbye.

Here's the final bullet to put our love to death.
Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you that can't forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check.
Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.

There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
THE JuLiana theOry-sHotgun serenAde

anjritt i love this song! huhuhu krenh bgt... this for y motherfucker!wajib dL alguu nii..! hwkakak promosiii

manambah semangat skali lagu iniii wlopun saya sudah kebusukan d hum.. hwakkaak bgnila hidup memank... mwaless bgt akhhh.. joo k den hag spy qt bs jalan brg bagaiakn setan yg menerawangi centrum..

yawsuuu laaa... rabu bpk balik jd harus mempuaskan mlm inii..

duuuduuu..

2005-08-29T18:25:00.000+02:00

anjriitttttttttt cApee akhhh.. panas pulaaaaa. uhuhuhu gemporr gw lari"an,, cwapee ampossss panaassss panasssssssssssss....... stweess akhhh kaki gw lecet gtuu sii fuck top akhh m hoLLandacocobear niii*ap maksut cb?!
uhuhuhuhh kgn jktQu,,teshQu*ma daughtas,, mA bro,, m tmanh" yg d jkt.. uhuhuhuhu damn!!!!!!!!!!! pgn poLang!!!!!! hayooooo yg berbaiik hati membeliikan saya ticket ams-jkt one way pun tak ap ko....
gj gnii niii gw,, bysna jobless gniii,, wish i was not HERE everywhere but not HERE,, hwkakkakak sgtuna gw bencii nii negara.. g j sii sbnrna but ntahlaaa.. lelah aku.. syeeballlllllll kangen banget m yang namna PUTRI,GENA,SEKAR,ANIS,ICHA,RISSA,DVI,NADYA... diTAaaa*sLalu mendengar curhatan gw wLpun sudah berjauhannn.. huhuhuhuh smw dee.. smw smw smw.... ma bro all aroun da world*sett da kk gw byk bgt y??! tmanii adik kcilmu niiii.. hwkakkak menjijikannn skalii gw sepertiiina..
yawsuuuu daaaa...
lelahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
istrht dlu yak!

duuuuduuuuuu..

2005-08-06T23:23:00.000+02:00

haLLohaAaaaa weLkom beK w/ iNdaH,, hwkakakak.. uhmmm jObLEss gnii,, sO isi" aj dee,, da Lma tdK menGurus nii bLog.. byszNa mLs.. uhMMmm dA sma nii but g NGARUH bgt,, tetep d SIN skul yg mEmaNcing orG berbUat sin n tHen bcOme a siNners,, hwkkakakak gJ bratHh,, kUraNg sepii tuu skuL.. BkNn hati berdebaRr saJaaa tuu skuL.. g jLas bgt yaa gw?! bgtuLaa sayaa..
tw aKhh gw pGn ntN desPerate hOuswiVes Lagiii.. gLA roX bgt tuu sinetrOn*hwkakaka sinetrOn.. tw aKhh butek paLa gw kLu masii d sni" aj..
yawsUuu Laaa...

2005-07-07T16:06:00.000+02:00

I took the "Constellation" quiz on gURL.com
		I am... Capricornus Do some people call you indecisive, while others call you careful? Do you want it all, all at once? You might identify with Capricornus--the "goat-fish" constellation. Read more... What constellation are you?

2005-07-06T19:01:00.000+02:00

DAMN!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANJING TAEE BABIII....!

kLu daa ky gnii gw hrs gmn dnk??! *thx y mba da ngasii tw.. gw kira smw da bjLn dgn bae.. tnyaTA hrs gnii sii?? sumpaaa gw g Mu kY gnii.. gw mU kya gnii.. trus gw hrs gmN dnk??! gw mU pLg jKt aJ dee spY msLhna sLeseii.. gLa aJ!!!!!!!!!!! da kTawan!
parahH! taEe Lu!
bodoH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't dO diZ @ hum yaa tMnh".. it's verY DANGEROUS!!!

TAE !

2005-07-04T22:21:00.000+02:00

uhmmmm tOdaii nuTin speciaL nii...
cM td gw k centrum m tGuh uJAn"an gTuu.. hwkakakak pusing" dee skRg... gyan tUu anK duduL k centrUm gY ujan" gnii.. dsR kk duduL! uHmmm bT nii LbrN g ngApa"in sii.. uHhh duduL bt bGt.... maNk sii kpnpuN daN dMnpUn gW brAda yg namNa LbrNan pastii g gNa... hwkakakka.. duduLna gw! aduuuUuu bT nii gaJii gw da LudeS terfoYa".. akHh damN! yawdaa sii gpp bLiin oLeh" ntUk deDe" kciL d jKt *hwkakak ksNna gw penyAyang ank kciL....

duuduuUuu.. bt Bt!!!!!!!!!!!! kyna tiadA harii tanpa bt dee gw.. uhmm kYna g ad tUu perFect daii d gw.. hwkkkakka cuciaN kan gw... :((

duduL akhhh.... mU ngapaeN gtw...yawdaaaa dee...

duUduuuUuu...

.i.

2005-07-03T22:18:00.000+02:00

berSenAng"Laaa cuZ hRii inii yG Akn qT rindukan d harii NAntiii sBwh kiSah untK mSa dpn bersenang"laa cuZ harii inii waktuu ini yang akN qt banggakan d harii tuA

as wE gO oN we reMembEr aLL dA times we HAd 2getheR and aS ouR LiveS chaNge cum wUtevAh wE wiLL stiLL b FRIENDS 4EVAH!!!!!!!!

jiKA tWa nAntii qT kAn hdP mAsing" ingatLAa hrii iniii!!!!!!!

goOdbYe 2 U... goodBye 2 eveRytHin daT i kneW.. u wEre dA oNe dAT i LoveD,, dA onE thing dAt i tRied 2 hoLd on 2..

diZ iZ fO sAndy mA ABc beib*LuV u paL+teSh+goThic+smW tMn" gw d jKt yg sdG mnCArii smA...

LuV u paL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-03T21:52:00.000+02:00

Time has run out, for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave For awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile So goodbye, I'll miss you....

I'm sorry, but this is my fate, everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long, so here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears...

It's been the years, of abuse, neglected to treat the disorder that's controlled my youth For so long, I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground It's no use, why should I hold on it's been five years don't need one more So goodbye, life's abuse..

bY:aNd then i turnEd seVen-gOodbYe